Never Grow Up...

The summer is going by so quickly. Too quickly. We are spending many hours outside but recluse back into the air conditioning when it gets too much to bear. I've been waking before 5am several times a week to beat this heat and get my runs in before the sun rises. But even those mornings I come home drenched, wringing out my clothes. Ran with Meggie and 5 others yesterday and you can read about our long run here.

Another reason I run so early in the morning is I want to be able to spend every waking moment with my girls. I know this time in their lives will go by quickly, so I make it a point to be ever-so-present in their lives when I'm home (part of that is the working mom's guilt in me). I realize some may think this is overbearing, but it's how I choose to live my life. I want to remember having tea parties and tickle fights and dance parties. Always.

Our nanny's time with us is quickly coming to an end and boy, will we ever miss her. She made a cd for us of songs she and the girls have been listening to all summer. I popped it in the car the other night and the girls were bouncing in their car seats, singing every song, making Mike and I laugh hysterically. Mike even commented, "This is a sign the girls need to go back to school!" Are they learning much this summer? Not unless you call knowing the words to songs by Ke$.ha and LMFAO (ps-Mike didn't know what that stood for, and if you don't...that's totally fine imo). The girls have been experiencing so much that they wouldn't normally get do: museum, zoo, county fairs, outdoor concerts, library, splash parks, pool, Monkey J.oe's, berry picking...I could go on. But like I said, not so much learning, but experiencing. Love that our nanny has been so creative and adventurous. Izzy & Laney have many years to learn, right?

Back to the cd that the nanny made; she warned me of the very last song on the disc, that it always makes her mom cry, and that I might too. As soon as I heard it tears were in my eyes. I have listened to it many times before but only this time did I sob. This time I heard my almost four year old singing the words. And oh, did my heart melt.

If you aren't familiar with Ta.ylor S.wift, get onto itunes and listen to this one stat. It won't disappoint (she also has a few others that are similar and really hit home). Here are just a few lines from "Never Grow Up":

"Your little hands wrapped around my finger

And it's so quiet in the world tonight

Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreaming

So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you, everything's funny

You got nothing to regret

I'd give all I have, honey

If you could stay like that

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up

Just stay this little

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up

It could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you

Won't let no one break your heart

No, no one will desert you

Just try to never grow up, never grow up"

To hear this song being sung by Iz...my heartstrings were tugged so strong, it felt like my heart was beating outside of my chest. Let's just say I hugged the girls tighter and read them 4 books (instead of the usual 2) that night in bed. Snuggled them a little extra and gave more smooches than they wanted.

 

We still have a good 3 weeks with the nanny until our summer is officially over and you better believe we're soaking it all up. And still hoping they never grow up :) A mom can dream, right? In the meantime, here are a few pictures of Laney in the backyard...

 

Here's to time slowing down...and living in the moment with my girls.

Tippy with the Tynans 2011

Three day weekend. Yes, please. Mikey and I took the train into Chicago on Friday morning to catch a Cu.b's game. We literally took a car, a train and a subway to get to Wri.gley. But it was oh, so worth it. Rained a bit as soon as our train got into the city and we had to run through some torrential downpour...however, this rain cooled off the day for us and the sun came out for the perfect day for a baseball game. We very well may make an annual tradition out of this!

Saturday morning after a sticky long run, we headed over to Lake Ti.ppy to see the Tynans who were in from Omaha. Love, love, love spending time with this entire family and we adore how they open their home to us and allow us to share in their family time.

 Izzy took her very first jet ski ride with daddy and she was screaming with excitement the entire time. Let's just say she loved it!

 Mike helped Luke try to get up on skis (behind the jet ski)...Luke got up a few times for bit. Was fun to watch his progress.

 Gracie & Laney playing in the sand

 SAM!!!! So cute.

 Warms my heart to see my friends love on my girls

Bridge took the kids out on the tube...

...and check out Izzy's face! We actually had to stop the boat at one point because we thought she was screaming in fear. Nope. She was screaming that she "loved it so much!" Hilarious.

Iz, Mags, Grace, Lane, Luke

Luke learned how to take Lickety Split (the fishing boat) out this summer and took anyone that was game out for a ride. This night he took his mom and I out for a sunset cruise. Such a rite of passage for him; he's growing up so much!

Bridget and I made a summer tomato and basil pasta salad while the boys made a delicious pork loin on the grill. The girls tried their very first corn on the cob from Sweet Corn Charlie's (local farmer) and loved it!

Izzy was so excited about sleeping with the big kids in the bunk room. After baths we got all the bigs situated and set up in their trundels and bunks...and I'm pretty sure they were up there giggling until 11ish. Don't judge. It, too, is a rite of passage. Like sleep away camp. Bunking with other kids and staying up late laughing (and maybe someone fell out of bed) is all part of lake time.

All 4 girls ended up having the same jammies and Gracie and Izzy even have the exact same monkies (their lovies). So stinkin'!

Sunday morning we boated over to church on the lake. I've been going to Tippy with the Tynans since summer of 2002 and have always abstained from going with them (prefered to sleep in). This year we joined the entire family for a little worship on the lake. The girls enjoyed dancing to the music and Bug enjoyed driving there:

After church we boated our way down to Uncle Pat's house for some waffles and then got suited up for more swimming

Iz and Gracie...two peas in a pod!

Bridget had the novel idea to have a watermelon eating contest and it was a huge hit. HUGE. Hands behind your back and all...

Luke won!

Grace shared the iP.ad with Iz...a little Dora while they waited for lunch

Our visit was far too short, but we will always take what we can get with the Tynans. Love their parenting style, love their families, love their marriage, and most importantly I love our friendship. Wish we lived closer...but now that the Hu.skers are in the Bi.g 10 conference...we just may have to make some trips back and forth! Love you guys!

Backyard Fun & Craft Night...

We have lived in our current house for almost 7 years. Just last summer we met new neighbors and we've become close to them as our children are the same age. Oh, and we like to drink vino. So there's that. We find ourselves drifting across the street when their garage is open to play, go for walks, or hang out. They, too, mosey over when they know we're home. Never planned. But always fun and relaxing. Friday night we did some playing in the backyard...

 Classy...wine and a playset

 The boys hanging out, doing what they do best

 Swinging in the shade

 Mike turned on the sprinkler and these two littles were entertained for over an hour. No bathing suits? No problem.

 Super Sammy

 Laney preferred to stay dry.

Mike also turned on some music on our outdoor speakers and within seconds Izzy was dancing and entertaining. Jill mentioned she had never seen this side of Iz. Well, that's because we've never had any music on. If you haven't ever seen Iz in action, here you go. She's unreal...so expressive:

 Former cheerleaders, I will have you know that she has every facial expression down pat. She is her mother's daughter, that's for sure.

 I had to leave the backyard fun on Friday to head over to Brenna's for craft night. We made jewelry holders to organize earrings and necklaces in a fun way. Sarah & Lauren, this is for you; your blog debut:

 I did a little crafting of my own...some gifts for adorable little 5 year old twins' birthdays. We ventured out to Browns.burg to spend a little time with Karie and her family. Unfortunately I didn't pull my camera out for a picture...but it was wonderful seeing her mom again and meeting her family & friends. Karie and I met in 4th grade and went to school together through high school. We lost touch until just a few years ago (thank you FB!) and she even ran the relay with me last month. Love reconnecting with old friends!

 Daddy resurrected the ball/bouncer this morning. The girls spent almost 2 hours in it: reading, snuggling, singing, screaming.

 We drove downtown this afternoon to meet my Little Sist.er and her family for BBBS' Summerfest. The girls had a blast and are napping. I should be doing the same; however, the US Women are playing in the finals of the Wo.rld Cup. Too exciting to miss.

 As soon as they wake we're headed to the pool for some swim lessons. Looove the summer!

I'm Alive and Well...

I sing. A lot. In the car. In the shower. At home with the girls. I just love to sing. I'm not very good at it. But I love the rhythm and the beat and the lyrics. Music moves me. And every once in a while a song I hear on the radio hits a nerve. And not the nerve like the Ke$.ha song that my girls have memorized. But a song that I keep repeating over and over in my head because the lyrics sing in perfect harmony to my emotions at that time. This morning I heard Ken.ny Chesn.ey's I'm Alive while getting ready in the locker room. I couldn't have heard a more perfect song for today's mood. Put a smile on my face. Listen to this:

"And today, you know, that's good enough for me

Breathing in and out's a blessing, can't you see

Today's the first day of the rest of my life

And I'm alive and well"

We are so lucky to have each day. We are alive. We are well. Nurture the body and life we have.

I'm a very black and white person (to a fault). I'm of the opinion that if you're unhappy in your life - only you can change that. Don't like your job? Search for a new one. Don't like your body? Start working out. Bottom line, you are in charge of your own destiny.

I've been running with a group of men since March that are doing just this. Taking charge of their lives and changing how their future unfolds. Haven't blogged about it yet...but feel it's time to share. An organization called Back On My Feet launched in Indianapolis in March and I have had the pleasure of being with them from its inception. It's a not for profit that promotes the self-sufficiency of those experiencing homelessness by engaging them in running as a means to build confidence, strength and self-esteem. They run 3-4 times a week and people like me, volunteers, run along side them. Motivate them. Engage them. Run. We run very early in the morning (it's still dark out), warm up and off we go. All of us pounding the pavement on equal playing ground.

These men started from scratch. None of them ran before. But to change their course of life, they started running. They have now run in several 5ks, half marathons and even now are training for a full marathon. These are men that are taking charge of their lives. And I'm so proud to be associated with them. If you have a chapter in your city I urge you to go run with them. Just once. I promise you will not be disappointed.

Early morning run

With Eric and Marty

Marty & I work for The Fin.ish Line and run with BoMF every week. We wanted to share our experience with our fellow employees so we launched a "Back On My Feet Week at The Fi.nish Line." Eric spoke of his addiction and his journey to a positive life, where he is now training for a marathon. Marty & I spoke about what it means to run with these men and how it had not only changed their lives, but ours too.

The BoMF crew that came to my office to speak

We all know I have this passion for running. I tell everyone I know about my journey, and if you've read this blog for a while you've even heard it. But to be able to share my passion with these incredible men that are taking positive steps to regain a normal life...this is priceless.

Since sharing my story with fellow employees, more than 10 of them have come out this week to run with BoMF. This morning I received an email from Eric saying how amazing it felt to walk out to see so many people there to run. With him. What a great feeling.

So as I'm humming, "Today's the first day of the rest of my life," I'm thinking that I don't want to take today (or any day) for granted. I'm alive and well...and will continue to share this passion of mine for as long as my body allows me to keep running.